A New Life has Seemingly Begun,
A Glimmer of Light in the Distance,
But the Pain and Suffering is Not Done,
A New Moon Coming and I can Sense it,
The Wind of Change to Fill my Sail,
That unused Talent will Prevail,
The Teacher was Harsh and Cruel,
But the Vivid Lessons gave me Fuel,
Magnified Ten Times by the Garden Rule,
Will the Stars Align and Bring my Justice,
So Close now I have to Touch it,
Some Lessons Learned,
Some still a Mystery,
How much time until it makes Sense to me?
For the Pen touches the Paper as its Supposed to be,
From the Heart and Mind to the words that Flow out of me,
Keep writting til I can Charge a Fee,
When the Light Shines it Reveals my Destiny.
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I want to tell you
about a young boy who
never believed in all he
wanted; he thought he
could never succeed
in the life he chose
to lead.
Suicidal as a young adult
and a pathway consumed
by fog; he was constantly
ripping himself apart with
self abuse & medication
addiction, he blocked
all the selfish ignorant
abuse that was forced
onto him.
But there he was
standing proudly
behind another
person; doing
what he loves
the most which
is making others
feeling perfect
& beautiful with
every silhoutte
& colour he can
imagine.
That young boy
is myself and I will
celebrate and share
my story to those who
have ears & willingness
to listen; because you
are never alone even
in your thoughts where
you feel nobody
understands
you.
A Glimmer of Light in the Distance,
But the Pain and Suffering is Not Done,
A New Moon Coming and I can Sense it,
The Wind of Change to Fill my Sail,
That unused Talent will Prevail,
The Teacher was Harsh and Cruel,
But the Vivid Lessons gave me Fuel,
Magnified Ten Times by the Garden Rule,
Will the Stars Align and Bring my Justice,
So Close now I have to Touch it,
Some Lessons Learned,
Some still a Mystery,
How much time until it makes Sense to me?
For the Pen touches the Paper as its Supposed to be,
From the Heart and Mind to the words that Flow out of me,
Keep writting til I can Charge a Fee,
When the Light Shines it Reveals my Destiny.
______________________________________________
I want to tell you
about a young boy who
never believed in all he
wanted; he thought he
could never succeed
in the life he chose
to lead.
Suicidal as a young adult
and a pathway consumed
by fog; he was constantly
ripping himself apart with
self abuse & medication
addiction, he blocked
all the selfish ignorant
abuse that was forced
onto him.
But there he was
standing proudly
behind another
person; doing
what he loves
the most which
is making others
feeling perfect
& beautiful with
every silhoutte
& colour he can
imagine.
That young boy
is myself and I will
celebrate and share
my story to those who
have ears & willingness
to listen; because you
are never alone even
in your thoughts where
you feel nobody
understands
you.