It just really messed up for awhile --
Having loved and lost you.
When we met,
You looked at me in a way that nobody had ever looked at me before
Like I was heaven, like I put the stars in the sky,
Like I was the greatest thing in your life.
And you'd kiss me so deeply, cover every inch of my body --
Nobody had ever touched me with such intensity before.
And you'd pull me against your chest, skin on fire,
And promise me you'd never leave.
And God,
How I believed you.
And then one day you just left.
You blew out the door with the warm summer breeze.
And you made it seem so easy, like I was nothing.
Like love was nothing.
The previous week,
You'd told me I was your soulmate,
And now you were looking at your feet and mumbling excuses and my hands were shaking
As I handed you back your house key.
You have to understand that really fucks a person up for awhile.
One day I meant the world to you,
And the next day you were gone,
No warning, no looking back, no trace of you and your love left behind.
Just gone,
Gone for good.
Sometimes I feel like I imagined the whole thing.
But then I'll be doing something unimportant,
Like washing the dishes,
And I still feel you lingering in my soul.
Having loved and lost you.
When we met,
You looked at me in a way that nobody had ever looked at me before
Like I was heaven, like I put the stars in the sky,
Like I was the greatest thing in your life.
And you'd kiss me so deeply, cover every inch of my body --
Nobody had ever touched me with such intensity before.
And you'd pull me against your chest, skin on fire,
And promise me you'd never leave.
And God,
How I believed you.
And then one day you just left.
You blew out the door with the warm summer breeze.
And you made it seem so easy, like I was nothing.
Like love was nothing.
The previous week,
You'd told me I was your soulmate,
And now you were looking at your feet and mumbling excuses and my hands were shaking
As I handed you back your house key.
You have to understand that really fucks a person up for awhile.
One day I meant the world to you,
And the next day you were gone,
No warning, no looking back, no trace of you and your love left behind.
Just gone,
Gone for good.
Sometimes I feel like I imagined the whole thing.
But then I'll be doing something unimportant,
Like washing the dishes,
And I still feel you lingering in my soul.